we were
and then we weren’t
sometimes people fall asleep in love
and wake up empty
sometimes people fall asleep
and don’t wake up at all
and it hurts
until it doesn’t
and you don’t always feel it at first
but when you feel it
oh god do you feel it
and sometimes we bleed ourselves
dry before we can feel okay again
and sometimes the scars don’t fade
like the doctor said they would
and i know sometimes I come home
with my knees torn apart and
lips that taste like cherries and blood
and one day I’ll be spitting up your
name and I won’t be able to taste
anything but you
and you
and you
and I can’t stop my heart from falling
out of it’s chest
and I can’t fall asleep knowing that I
might wake up and not be yours
because tonight we are
but who knows if you’ll still love me in the morning

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Everyone’s fucked up. You’ve just gotta decide what kinda fucked up you’re into.

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Every nerve in my body could be damaged or numb, and I’d still be able to feel you.

Anonymous  (via cygnie)

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What you are aware of you are in control of; what you are not aware of is in control of you.

By Anthony De Mello (via anonymousenigma)

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